dead or alive

i dont care. HAHA jahat jahat.

ladies and gents, i have something to tell you.

i am basically turning to water. from fire to water. a big step huh? well, thats true and thats the truth. this year, i've transformed into something new which people may take advantage of me because water usually dont give a damn, really. let me tell you something about water.

water is the type of person who goes with the flow. they rather sacrifice their feelings than fight about it just to make everything around them happy and crystal clear so that there wont be any complications. if they are not satisfied with something, they wont do anything about it but they will let things fall into place. some of them might show some symptoms that they are not okay but what they are actually trying to say is "i dont care what happens, as long as everything is okay" water easily get hurt but they would just keep it to themselves or tell their closed ones. water usually is the type who is calm, abit sensitive and have a good memory. they would not revenge on anything, somehow they will keep the grudge until its really ready to be left and they always remember what happened to them. they are like computers which saves anything and even if u delete it, it will be in the recycle bin.


i feel some part of me still CAN be water, but right now i just chose not to. it will make my world turn into a disaster and i rather let it be ruined by itself as long as i know i dont make the wrong choices and i ruined it myself.