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i personally think that the world is cruel. day by day things are getting worse. the amount of people dying a day, the heatness, the problems that causes me to stop me from having a good life to a disaster. not really disaster but its not good, thats for sure. lets start with ;


A ; A is my bestfriend but A switched school and that made me miss A like crazy. day by day A is keeping the distance. i dont knw why. A does not comunicate with me anymore. i really want A and i be like what we used to be. but somehow i feel like thats not going to happen. so i will just try to make things better between us and if A doesnt want it, i rather not waste my time thinking that A is my all that.


B ; B is one of my bestfriends. but B is not always there for me like B used to. B used to support me in everything i do but right now, B is having her own problems i understand but that doesnt change the fact that we are BESTFRIENDS. again, i feel like there's a gap between us.


C ; C is my everything, i dont know wht would i do if i lose C. C is important. C has been through alot and i really really understand how C feels. unfortunately, i really hate seeing C like this, but she is .. and so am i. i used to be like others who thinks that he is a jerk and so so. after going through everything that C has been through, i really really hope that others wont still be like that and it will happen to me. i love you C


D ; D is a must thing that i really hate. even though its not now. i really hate it because its causing me soo soo much trouble. D is just a thing where everyone have to go through it no matter what. D is so important to some people. it is to me too but when i think back D is just a thing where its up to us to do it well or flunk it. most probably D will give us stress and pressure. somehow D is never a good reason to give just to hide what really matters. because D IS SPM!

E ; E is a personality. which is suppose to be good i think. its from a big fire in a building that was caused by a lighter to a big and deep deep waterfall. its good that i am turning to a waterfall, but sometimes water cant beat the fire because the fire is getting bigger and bigger, do u understand? i hope u do. its very clear.

F ; F is just a thing where its considered too late but you think you can make it through, go figure

well that is whats going on to me now. just live with the cruel harsh world and just go through the obstacles that i see.


loves;