cant this be any obvious?

life is what you make it,
no matter how bad things may be,
but every decision and every step you take,
will change your whole life.
so unlike what you've seen,
so unsure but it seems,
feel so out of place,
dont want to stay.
i have nothing against you,
not trying to change you,
please understand how i am,
and know that,


i dont belong here.

stop !

moody, messy, restless, senseless

alone

so this week i'm working in VADS. B1 and B2 are suppose to work together for kelly services, but vads are stupid and jealous that kelly have 2 temporaries so they took B1 and B2 was left alone, and guess what if B1 left B2 for 5 minutes to go to the toilet and B2 already have a guys number, what will happen now?! :O b1!!! mommay needs you! :(

yeah, thats work.

sometimes,

You tell me you're in love with me,
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me,
It's not that I don't want to stay,
But every time you come too close ,
I move away,
I wanna believe in everything that you say,
Cause it sounds so good,
But if you really want me,
move slow,
There's things about me you just have to know,
Sometimes I run,
Sometimes I hide,
Sometimes I'm scared of you,
But all I really want is to hold you tight,
Treat you right,
Be with you day and night,
Baby all I need is time,
I don't wanna be so shy,
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why,
Hope that you will wait for me,
You'll see that, you're the only one for me,
Just hang around and you'll see,
There's nowhere I'd rather be,
If you love me, trust in me,
The way that I trust in you.

please come back

to : NURUL - AFIQAH BINTI LOKMAN :D

sayaaaaaaaangku afiqah, please come back home. i really really miss you. i have alot to talk about and i miss you so much. :'(


afiqah is a really cool person. she is 21 years old but she is such a cute, small and petite person. she's good in everything she does. she love arts and she loves trying something new. afiqah is a really hard head person, but that does not mean she does not have a good heart. her heart is very fragile and i would not do anything to hurt her. when i was 8 she was 12, we had our rough times but in the end we worked things out and now she considered me as her sister, :) thank you afiqah. eventhough we had our ups and downs, i still love you, that does not change. but whats changing now is the feeling that i miss you so much. it grows more and more each day i think of you, maybe im not used to not having you around. you are special because you will always be there for me and you will always support me. eventhough you were trying to solve your own problem. the tears you cry the cupboard you punched, i learned every single thing of it. the most important thing that i learned from you is never give up in life and just strive for the best. when i think of you, i think of the quote "dont be afraid to be great". wherever you go, you will always shine brightly like a shiny star. everything you touch, eventhough its broken you will make it better. every moment you go through, you will never give up and you always fight for your rights. i can really see that you really really cherish your life and you want to live your life to the fullest. i know, we can only live once. i love every single thing about you. people may say that nothing is perfect. to me, you are perfect. the things you say, the things you do. somehow when i am around you, you made me a feel like i am a better person. the mistakes you made, does not show that you are not perfect. the things you do, your attitude, shows me that you are perfect. i love you afiqah.

i promise you, i will take care of your darling sister, nana.