Wednesday, February 25, 2009

18/2/09

this is us. zikri, nana, najwa, zul, dinesh, lis and mice plus pn adyani. this picture is taken when it was our sports day. i loooike this picture eventhough we all look exhausted. lawa,


peace *buat kaki*

english

one has to sacrifice to give a gleam of hope to another

Sunday, February 22, 2009

please

i am not the one who is in the middle of the ocean trying to pick to drown or to suffer waiting for someone to save me. you are. so you pick which would you choose.

three muskaaateers









HAHA this is us! :D najwa , syaq and nana. i love you girls. 3 cousins will stay best cousins forever. hehe love you love you love you * buat kaki *

fifty four

HAPPY BIRHTDAY DEAR BASIR/SAB/ACHE/PAPA :D



hey hey okay on the left is the first picture of the suprise birthday party night :D lets start on the left, there's NAJWA , RAYRAY , NUFFNUFF , SYAQ , MEMEY , IMRAN , PUTERA AND BUD. nana was M.I.A. so najwa and syaq da jadi hitam legam because of sports day. =.='

the suprise party started at 10.30 and ended at 11.45. there were uncle naje, aunty nurul and family, aunty pip and family and my family. we had choc indulgence cake for the birthday cake. we had soft drinks for drinks. haha. papa got a t shirt form uncle bee's family. unfortunately, papa didnt get anything from his family, but i will give him something. only memey and putera werent family but its okayh they are considered as family friends. :D the party went well but uncle loke was not feeling so well so they had to go back home early and send uncle loke to the hsptl. i hate that place. :/ anyway thankyou people for coming, very much appreciated.

MY HERO, MY ULTIMATE MAN OF MY LIFE, MY ROLE MODEL . MY LOVING DAD! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BASIR BIN SHAMSUDDIN ;D

dead or alive

i dont care. HAHA jahat jahat.

ladies and gents, i have something to tell you.

i am basically turning to water. from fire to water. a big step huh? well, thats true and thats the truth. this year, i've transformed into something new which people may take advantage of me because water usually dont give a damn, really. let me tell you something about water.

water is the type of person who goes with the flow. they rather sacrifice their feelings than fight about it just to make everything around them happy and crystal clear so that there wont be any complications. if they are not satisfied with something, they wont do anything about it but they will let things fall into place. some of them might show some symptoms that they are not okay but what they are actually trying to say is "i dont care what happens, as long as everything is okay" water easily get hurt but they would just keep it to themselves or tell their closed ones. water usually is the type who is calm, abit sensitive and have a good memory. they would not revenge on anything, somehow they will keep the grudge until its really ready to be left and they always remember what happened to them. they are like computers which saves anything and even if u delete it, it will be in the recycle bin.


i feel some part of me still CAN be water, but right now i just chose not to. it will make my world turn into a disaster and i rather let it be ruined by itself as long as i know i dont make the wrong choices and i ruined it myself.

truth be told

is im getting fatter and fatter everyday. NOOO! :O its not a bad thing, buuuut! i have to change my wardrobe. i was getting ready to visit uncle loke at the hospital earlier, i put on my skinnies, and i cant button it up. xO sigh, i love that skinny. if i cant fit into that, there's too many jeans / skinnies i cant fit. haih. i have to pass it down to nana. :( this is giving me hell. AHA! sebok pula lagu tu.

anyway, uncle loke is free now! wooo! congratulations *dong dong dong cheng & buat kaki* aha only closed ones would understand. x)

and and and guess whatttt! my mum wants to teach me how to drive tonight. WOOOHOOO! ;D *buat kaki banyak kali* if i could get that license after SPM, im going out every single night. i want to make a list who am i going out with after SPM. hahaha ! lameeeee


last truth to be told, i miss you. seriously.

Friday, February 20, 2009

fckarama fishsticks

i personally think that the world is cruel. day by day things are getting worse. the amount of people dying a day, the heatness, the problems that causes me to stop me from having a good life to a disaster. not really disaster but its not good, thats for sure. lets start with ;


A ; A is my bestfriend but A switched school and that made me miss A like crazy. day by day A is keeping the distance. i dont knw why. A does not comunicate with me anymore. i really want A and i be like what we used to be. but somehow i feel like thats not going to happen. so i will just try to make things better between us and if A doesnt want it, i rather not waste my time thinking that A is my all that.


B ; B is one of my bestfriends. but B is not always there for me like B used to. B used to support me in everything i do but right now, B is having her own problems i understand but that doesnt change the fact that we are BESTFRIENDS. again, i feel like there's a gap between us.


C ; C is my everything, i dont know wht would i do if i lose C. C is important. C has been through alot and i really really understand how C feels. unfortunately, i really hate seeing C like this, but she is .. and so am i. i used to be like others who thinks that he is a jerk and so so. after going through everything that C has been through, i really really hope that others wont still be like that and it will happen to me. i love you C


D ; D is a must thing that i really hate. even though its not now. i really hate it because its causing me soo soo much trouble. D is just a thing where everyone have to go through it no matter what. D is so important to some people. it is to me too but when i think back D is just a thing where its up to us to do it well or flunk it. most probably D will give us stress and pressure. somehow D is never a good reason to give just to hide what really matters. because D IS SPM!

E ; E is a personality. which is suppose to be good i think. its from a big fire in a building that was caused by a lighter to a big and deep deep waterfall. its good that i am turning to a waterfall, but sometimes water cant beat the fire because the fire is getting bigger and bigger, do u understand? i hope u do. its very clear.

F ; F is just a thing where its considered too late but you think you can make it through, go figure

well that is whats going on to me now. just live with the cruel harsh world and just go through the obstacles that i see.


loves;

world

hello world! im sorry i havent been updating my blog. lately i've been busy with school and my mum just paid the internet. we just had our sports day. trust me it sucks. :/ i'll update the pictures soon. anyway lets update shall we?

school sucks and busy busy busy with arts as my extra subj. love life is good. as always. my beautiful babies are dealing with their own problem. i pity them. sorry babies. :( my cutest baby just had an operation. and she just ate nasi goreng which is really hot. nice right? she cant do that. and my cousin who has the same birthday as me just went out of the hospital. and now my fav uncle is in the hospital. suprisingly their room is side by side. heh. so my first term exam is coming soon. so i have to struggle to keep up with my studies. sports day : haih. kadet lost. it sucks because its not fair. :/ but on the bright side i wont the gold medal for my long jump? cool eyh? *angkat kening* HAHA thats it for now. i'll update when its something.


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