reality check

TODAY! today sucks just like yesterday, but today is worse. my day was just fine and happy until the night arrives. i dont know why my night was such a loser disaster. i went to the gym at 7.30 pm and i felt so out of place because i was the youngest and smallest person there, though i like to watch luciano teach them dancing. thats not the point! when i was walking into the gym, i saw this big giant signboard says "WADE ROBSON DANCE WORKSHOP IN MALAYSIA" and i was so excited. come on, who wouldnt be? Its WADE ROBSON! unfortunately i could not afford it because the fee is rm 250. my money will be gone just like that, and i think its worth it but my mom thinks the opposite. she said "NO! i can buy you alot of things with that rm 250" and i said "really?" and she did the 'uh-oh" face and my brother said "HAA! padan muka, sape suro ckp mcm tu" i know she's not going to do that. so thats one of the turn offs for tonight, then i went to fatty crab for dinner, it was delicious and i enjoy my dinner. when i reached home, i felt like "yak yak-ing" but i didnt, so my tummy is growling loudly till my brother asked "what was that?" it was embarrassing but we're family, we're used to it so its okay. back to the point, i was surfing the net and chatting with my friends, then suddenly my guy friend chatted with me, he was just being too straight forward and totally not true, he said i was a player, just because i liked 3 guys this year. =.=' its just LIKE. gosh and it wasnt at the same time, if i get that as a player, i think everyone in this world is a player, eish! 'player' is a sensitive word. he doesnt even know whats going on and doesnt know the whole story, he judged me like i was in a player competition "who's the best player in the world?"GOD! reality check, i didnt even get serious with a guy this year and i was labelled already? haih, my advise, DONT EVER PUT YOUR HOPES UP FOR ANYTHING, THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL GET WHEN YOU DIDNT GET WHAT YOU HOPE YOU'D GET, A RUINNED DAY!

the only wish i need to come true right now is,
"i wish now and forever i want my days to be great and will not be ruinned at the END OF THE DAY!"


big hug small kiss small hug big kiss =*