anonymous

never once in my life, you support me or you were right behind me when my life falls apart. never. it hurts so much to see how important all these decisions that i have to make and you were not there. you always and will always put me down. you were never proud of me in what i do. when i said i wanted to be a fashion designer, you said "you cant even sew" and when i said i think i want to be a dancer, you said "you cant dance. you can just free style" sakit tau tak! you always prefer when someone else does it, not even me. not once you said "i'm proud of you" or "i like it when najwa does it" it hurts alot to see when you like someone else better. i always wanted to be the best in your eyes at all times. but it seems i cant. i'm not capable of being the best. i cant forget about this because you will always be in my life and you will never ever escape from my life. its just hard to accept the fact that you cant appreciate what i've done and you cant accept me for who i really am. i will remember all these stuffs that i've been through till i die, sadness will never end. so, i've heard.