GOODBYE2008,HELLO2009

hey hey hey! HAPPY NEW YEAR MY BELOVED FAMILY AND FRIENDS ! may all of you have a good year, (:

stripe! :D

ooh hello! long time no post. okayh lets update shall we? :)

last monday i started painting my room around 1.30 pm. with nana's help ofcourse, we managed to cover the whole room with the colour blue impiana. my room looks very small. ok then i started measuring the lines with pencil and 20cm ruler. HAHA cool huh? :P i did the lines to get the stripes. i did the stripes around 4 days. :O lama kan? heee, anyway the stripes are done and my room is done. i just need to change the furniture to white, because brown really doesnt go with blue impiana and white huh? anyway thats gotta wait. i slept on the couch for 2 days, slept on the floor then slept with mama. :D haa then i finally got to sleep on my bed! woooo, gila lega ok! :D

thats what happened this week, tataaa. :D

you dont care,

adapt to change or get left behind. dont always act like someone you're not because thats the person you'll become. they say "think before you say something" i say "think before you act". you think you're all that but you dont realize who brought you there and guess what, soon enough you'll realize who are you real friends and dont come crawling to us and try to make things back to where they were.

i miss you,

the thing about you is,

you're fun,

you make me laugh,

you make me feel more alive

and okay, you make me

a little crazy sometimes,

but there are there moments

in my mind,

crystal - clear images

of you and me,

and how we fit together,

and it all make,

such perfect sense,

a thousand maybes

maybe i hold you,
a little too tight,
maybe i keep you up,
too late at night,
maybe my pride sometimes,
gets in the way,
maybe i feel more than,
i ever say,
maybe i dream too much,
to see if it comes true,

but i love you,

first time of my life,

ok so basically today is like the extra ordinary day of my life, seriously. mama called at 11 am saying that i should be cooking dinner tonight. then right after that she laughed. so i laughed along because i thought it was a joke. then she said "no seriously, u have to cook dinner, by 8 da siap. i'll give u 100 bucks" i was like "whaaaaaaaaaaaat?no i dont want" then she goes "no u have to because yre a girl" aargh, i really hate that line. anyways, i was restless and scared that i wont get the 100 bucks so i started calling fara to ask for recipes and all. bla bla bla i got the recipe, then i went to buy chicken at ayamas, gosh mahal gila. =.=' anyway, i started cooking at 5.45 and it ended at 7.30. :O lama kan? xD so i cooked rice, sayur bayam and ayam masak kicap. look look!

it may not look as nice, but it taste nice. mm yummy. :D

changes

ooh, you've change to be a person who i dont recognize anymore. sure, in your eyes you think you dont change or you've become a very cool person now. to me and most of them surely thinks that you've change. you have transform to something new which is probably good but i may not think so. you were the one who said you will never forget your friends. well looks like you've forgotten all about your old friends when you found your new friends. what? they were only there when we're not there. i can bet with you that after 2 years, they wont be there. suit yourself,

USA

HELLO! so, i've been away to USA. i jsut got back monday morning. gosh it was such a long flight. i slept and slept and in the end i got bored of sleeping. when i was on the plane to us, the food was delicious until i dont know which to pick. and the flight back was the same, i dont know which to pick because it doesnt sound nice and trust me its not. so i was away for 2 weeks. lets start.

day number 1, 23/11:
nana's family and i went to the statue of liberty, before that we went to ellis island. the imigration building thingy, it was boring but interesting. we went by ferry. then we went to the statue of liberty. the bird pooped on aunty nurul's bag, HAHA funny. i really dont understand, just to get into the statue we have to go through the security check for 3 times! god. bodoh. =.='

day number 2, 24/11:

we went to woodsbury, its a shopping place. its like a factory outlet. it was 4 days before thanksgiving, it is a really really huge place to shop. and trust me 1 day is not enough. we finished 2 sections in one day, there's 4 more to go. >.<

day number 3, 25/11:

we went to chicago at 3 pm. we went to chicago by car. it was suppose to be a 12 hours drive. but it turns out to be 27 hours of drive. we stopped here and there because of the blizzard in pennsylvania. my butt is tired of sleeping. it was soo sempit. haa. there's alot of afiqah's stuff in the mini van.

day number 4, 26/11:

we arrived at chicago at night around 7.30 pm. it was dark already. so we didnt have much time to do anything. so we chilled in the director's house. there was this one big really really big fluffy cat called SPUNKY. its black in color and the cat is persion. cam ooooh! :O then we went to this one restaurant, i forgot the name. its like an arab restaurant. the food is really nice but the portion is really really big. and we ate something like nasi beriyani but its nicer. i was really really full. enough abt food. 2 hours right before we went to sleep. the boys were watching tv and the girls were in the kitchen preparing turkey for thanksgiving. after that the kids played WII. it is really cool! you should try it. :D

day number 5, 27/11:MIDNIGHT MADNESS ;D

we celebrated thanksgiving. well they did. nana, fiq and i overslept so we missed the starting of the thanksgiving. but it was such a great moment, though there was this guy, he was sick. he was on the way to the toilet but he couldnt make it all the way, half way he vomitted. i thought he was just having a fever. behind the scene, he had brain tumour. i pity him. then at 12 we went to somewhere which is a really big factory outlet. we arrived at 12.30. IT WAS MIDNIGHT MADNESS BABY! SALE EVERYWHERE! who wouldnt want to shop? and i heard if they wear pj's they could get more discounts. wow. i finish about 150$ there, :/ we were there from 12.30 am to 11 am. :O crazy huh? we are mad. haha

day number 6, 28/11:
our morning was at the midnight madness thing. afternoon and evening, we were snoozing ourselves. frm 1 pm - 6 pm. :O heh, then after that we went to another mall. were macy's, victoria secret, mac and also XXI forever were having more sales! :D and i spent 70$ just at XXI forever. :DDD it was really cheap and messy. i just took what i like. heee,

day number 7, 29/11:

we were just relaxing ourselves. then we went to indiana. just to visit uncle and aunty's university. and their old house. and stuff stuff. it looks like the city in "house of wax" fuuh,

day number 8, 30/11:

early in the morning, 6 am we were getting ready. off to michigan! :D we left chicago at 7.30 am, we reach there at 4 pm. we're suppose to be there at 12. but i dont know. northwood university is sooo cool. dia mcm lawa gila babi la kan. :D ahha. then we met this dude. dan marshall. really tall hot lips. xD and then he showed us the way to the northwood hotel. it sounds cool but when we reach there. a paper was stick to the door saying that the hotel is closed. they're re-doing it. it is so scary. mcm vacancy tu. :O really scary, we're the only one is staying there the first night. :O then we went to the town. we went to the mall. very boring. i pity afiqah. :/

day number 9, 1/12:

we went to the mall again to get afiqah a brand new phone. then we went to eat and we walk and walk. we were lost and uncle and aunty were fighting all the time because of the directions. haha, funny.

day number 10, 2/11:

we woke up around 10 something. we watched crossroad and we had to pack because we are going back to new york. afiqah. :( ok we went to the mall to eat. then we came back to the university to say goodbye to fiq, it is really sad. :'( i could still cry. we said goodbye around 4 something. we cried really bad. nooo. after that we drove bck to ny. few hours later fiq called and said "i wanna follow you guys homeeeee" while crying. nooo sedih.

day number 11, 3/11:

nana's anni. HAHAHA. okok. we were in the car the whole day. then we arrived ny at 10 something. da sejuk gila bab balik. we didnt do anything that much. i was frustrated because we could go to rockefeller center to watch beyonce, jonas brothers and miley cyrus perform but ... haih. we didnt go. nooooo! :( but i saw kak fidza's boyf. FUH HOTTIES ;D ngahaha

day number 12, 4/11:

we didnt really go out that much, except we just walk and walk around new jersey and new york. lame, :O

day number 13, 5/11:

we went to NEW YORK CITY! at night ofcourse, we walk around the city. i went to TLR, hardrock cafe, toys r us. wow! toys r us dia mcm besar gila. it is so freaking big, its like ou the old wing. then dlm tu ada yg wheel wheel tu. :D then we went to rockefeller center. nampak this ANTM punya model. gosh she is so hot, i dont know the name. she was not the winner, awh boohoo. but she's hot.

day number 14, 6/11:

we we packing our stuff. and i had to sit on my lugage just to zip it up. ngahah, some of my stuff was in nana's lugage, haha can you imagine? xD the living room was filled with our clothes and lugages. one of the roomate was doing the big eye when he walked down the stairs. O.O haha srry, and then BACK TO MALAYSIA. goodbye newyork :( it was a sad moment bt i was excited to go home because i miss my family and friends alot, i could die. ngeh

excited much!

ok, this is the only time that im free. soo lately, i've been working for kelly that works for vads. so technically we're doing kellys job which is filing, there's alot of weird names. fara was mad when it was my first day because i didnt bring the ipod, she said its going to be boring. it turns out non boring. those names cracked me, its really funny and i didnt mean to laugh but i did. im sorry. okok i rather not tell you the names. ok for 2 days, my cheque was supposedly rm100 but they cut my EPF, which i dont even have EPF. so i got rm88.60. psscht, then this week for 5 days im gonna get rm230. suck gila.


anyway, i cant wait to go to US! woohooo! new york baby, everything there is going to be the best moment of my life because im going with my cousin's family, and im really happy that i got to go because i cant really imagine what would happen to me if nana and i will be seperated. gosh! it would tear me down. thank god i'm going to stick with her. ;D shop shop shop, thats all i could think of, :)

till then,
hugs and kisses. mwah mwah ! ;D

its been awhile,

hello! its been awhile since i've post the last post, heh anyway i am so happy right now because im 16 and 3 days! ;D HAHA! and exams are over, fiuh! and holidays are on! wooo today is the first day of holiday, im so excited, tmrw i'm going to work with kakima thats what fara call her, me and my bestbuddy are going to work together, wow, looks like nothing can seperate us huh, except nana. xO hehe anyway i'm excited that im 16 and i'm going to work and holidays are on, so basically thats it,

now, my birthday. syaq tricked me on the 1st. she said she just want to hang with those knuckleheads that i love, she told them so celebrate my birthday. we went to ou and watched high school musical 3, serious mcm hindustan, hah, then off to rasta. we hang out till 12.30 then off to syaq's. supposedly she wants to take something and then off to her other house, i wore my best outfit, i love my shirt and my skinnies and my flats alot and then POOM! THEY DESTROYED IT! NOOOOOO! it sucks because my outfit smells like eggs, flour and its not just normal eggs, its those eggs yg da busuk tu ha! ee, nana ni. >.<

the next morning, i was told to go to this run thingy that my mum and brother joinned,syaq and i had to be the bag holder. then, when we reach at my house, i was walking into the house then POOM! ANOTHER SUPRISE, nana and the whole famy, mummy and pipi, my family, uncle naj and syaq's famy were there, it was the best moment of the entire year! i felt like crying, but i dont want to get emotional. ehhe, after i walked in the door, my cousins sprayed me this stringy thingy, KENE MANDI LAGI. again, my hair. haish, then they sprayed nuff because its her birthday too. ;D

its ironic how we could be twins, except for the age difference. im 16 and she's 23. our name starts with the letter N. the height is the same, i think. ha, then our hair parting is the same. we got this second child syndrom. and we're the second child in the famy. on that day, we wore the same panty! :O haha! gila cool kot, and uncle naj gave us the same present. thnks.

i got alot of presents and i love each and every of it! ;D

thnkyou loved ones,

anonymous

never once in my life, you support me or you were right behind me when my life falls apart. never. it hurts so much to see how important all these decisions that i have to make and you were not there. you always and will always put me down. you were never proud of me in what i do. when i said i wanted to be a fashion designer, you said "you cant even sew" and when i said i think i want to be a dancer, you said "you cant dance. you can just free style" sakit tau tak! you always prefer when someone else does it, not even me. not once you said "i'm proud of you" or "i like it when najwa does it" it hurts alot to see when you like someone else better. i always wanted to be the best in your eyes at all times. but it seems i cant. i'm not capable of being the best. i cant forget about this because you will always be in my life and you will never ever escape from my life. its just hard to accept the fact that you cant appreciate what i've done and you cant accept me for who i really am. i will remember all these stuffs that i've been through till i die, sadness will never end. so, i've heard.

t-a-i-k

exams are like shits, really! i hate exams. teruk gila, my mum said i'm going to be grounded if i fail one single paper, and guess what. i'm going to be grounded soon, i'm going to fail atleast 3 paper, thats for sure. the exams are hard. and accounts was really frustrating! i didnt even have enough time to do the exam. i think i lost almost 30 marks just like that because i didnt set enough time on each question, argh! ekonomi is also the same, shit shit shit. the question is like up and down from side to side, haa like that. but luckily i can do it, but i think i'll fail too. oh and dont let me start with ADDMATH, if there is a word which is worse than shit, i'd use it but tade. so yeah. addmath was 90 marks, paper 2. and i only answered 5 out of 12. i dont think what i did is even right. argh damn it! addmath, accounts and ekonomi. F-A-I-L! i feel like shit right now, test was shit!

SHITTINGS ! ! !

rumour worthy

today the day itself,

out of all those days it was today,

that hits me,

that particular word means so much to me,

eventhough its not true,

i have no idea why is it so important,

but that word hurts me alot,

i mean alot.

it annoys me like a bug,

it felt like hell,

wondering why do all this things happen in life,

even the closest ones to you can do such thing,

if that thing is true,

why is the person is still my friend?

i dont get it,i know that,

the world doesnt revolve around me,

its not all about me,

i know that.. but im part of,

those people living their lives,

in this same round perfect little world.

being hated is just the same,

as hating someone,

spreading rumours and tons of new rumours,

does not mean,

you are the person,

who everyone likes,

who everyone thinks that you are popular,

why do people want to complicate their own lives?

i know "put some spice in life",

but thats not the way,

getting attention from a bad alley,

is like choosing the wrong path of a great life,

sure, i can say,

what goes around comes around,

but it makes me wonder,

day by day,

when you spread rumours,

are you thinking that,

does the victim deserves it?

or

is the victim just a rumour worthy?

situasi. :)

hello! tuition was cancelled. so kak fiqah, kak nana and kak remp and i went to ou to go grab some lunch and jalan2. so we went, i wanted to follow because i want to fulfil my destiny! which is eating yummy foods at ou, i ate laksa at marks and i ate big big SUPERSTAR CALRS JR! YA ALLAH! SEDAP GILA. but it was tyring. it was big and delicious and the cashier was really disturbing and org org belakang mcm b.a.n.g.a.n.g. haaa, anyway my 50 $$ was gone for the whole 3 hours, i ate and shop. i had to shop, its soo tempting. i bought 2 longsleeves, one brown and one lavender. lawa tau. i saw alot of PMR people there, ye la. pmr da habis kan. i saw that ehem, omg that ehem is sooo cute.it was a big big big time BONUS and in the end i was frustrated because of the fact that i didnt see him after that, kak nana did. =.=' i should have followed her to the outer shop thingy. haish. tape. i can see him next time, if there is a next time. heh.


btw, EHEM IS REALLY CUTE.

big hug small kiss small hug big kiss

for good living,

take two heaping cups of patience,

one heart full of love,

two handfuls of generosity,

a dash of laughter,

one head full of understanding,

sprinkle generously with kindness,

add plenty of faith - mix well,

spread over a period of a lifetime,

and serve everyone you meet,

if everyboby followed this advise, who can disagree, the world would be a happier place in which to be.

big hug small kiss small hug big kiss,

my heart skipped a beat

hey, i have a story to tell about what happened yesterday, i didnt have the chance to online yesterday so yeah.

yesterday the plan was go to fakhrie's house around lunch time to raya raya and then off to jambu's at 5.30. unfortunately i hate being late because when i'm late, people who are already there will look at me like "whoo is that?" haa, thts why, then syaq ni la. lambat sgt. =.=' ok! not the point, we were there, lepak lepak, i ate nasi briyani i think. SEDAP OK! then i was suppose to give this ehem ehem a belated birthday present, somehow from the outside i was brave to see ehem ehem, but actually its a big NONO not ready. everytime i see a boldie, i'll go "is that ehem ehem?" and trust me, my heart was like about to explode, i was SCARED to death, i dont know why, i even asked my cousins to feel my chest and they went "chill najwa". my heart was beating like a i dont know how to describe it. in the end ehem ehem didnt come, (as usual). then i saw ex ehem ehem, the wrong ehem ehem came, i was scared too because that is the only ex ehem ehem who i'm not friends with, so i stayed inside the house the whole time, and being inside the house was very scary and embarrassing too. there was this guy who was like "i want that one, can i have your phone number" yeah, my face turned red everytime he asks a question, then everyone went "haa najwa blushing" =.=' great. i tried everything i could to skip that part, but it was funny though, he's not bad looking,just fine. so i had to give abe the gift to give it to ehem ehem. that kinda pisses me off, for some reason. =.='

then off to jambu's and the first person i saw was another EHEM, so it was awkward too, but its fine. then i met jambu's parents and all. the food was nice, JAMBU MASAK KAN. haa, i told jambu that the rendang is good. he said "i know, i masak" i said in a sarcastic way "ooh, apa you bubuh?" after 10 seconds he replied "rendang" we were all laughing like shit, HAHA sumpah kelakar ok. with jambu's face like this all the time " =.=' " mmg lawak la. ok then, the girls [nana, syaq, fara and najwa] helped wash the dishes and jambu said he will give me rm 1.30 for my pay, pscht sikit gila. =.='

then, we went to rasta at 8. it was going so well after all the talks and laughters and everything, we put some sense in fara's head. and we kinda pissed her off after 2 hours, HAHA using her weakness which is her bestfriend. shh, okok, then my cousin came to rasta with another *cough* ehem, sumpah it was like the most weirdest day i've been through, and syaq was upset why i didnt tell her the secret. come on, its a secret.

it was weird, the day was totally and unplanned weird. if there's a word which is beyond weird i'd use it, but yeah,

i think no one can handle this type of day.

big hug small kiss small hug biss kiss.

reality check

TODAY! today sucks just like yesterday, but today is worse. my day was just fine and happy until the night arrives. i dont know why my night was such a loser disaster. i went to the gym at 7.30 pm and i felt so out of place because i was the youngest and smallest person there, though i like to watch luciano teach them dancing. thats not the point! when i was walking into the gym, i saw this big giant signboard says "WADE ROBSON DANCE WORKSHOP IN MALAYSIA" and i was so excited. come on, who wouldnt be? Its WADE ROBSON! unfortunately i could not afford it because the fee is rm 250. my money will be gone just like that, and i think its worth it but my mom thinks the opposite. she said "NO! i can buy you alot of things with that rm 250" and i said "really?" and she did the 'uh-oh" face and my brother said "HAA! padan muka, sape suro ckp mcm tu" i know she's not going to do that. so thats one of the turn offs for tonight, then i went to fatty crab for dinner, it was delicious and i enjoy my dinner. when i reached home, i felt like "yak yak-ing" but i didnt, so my tummy is growling loudly till my brother asked "what was that?" it was embarrassing but we're family, we're used to it so its okay. back to the point, i was surfing the net and chatting with my friends, then suddenly my guy friend chatted with me, he was just being too straight forward and totally not true, he said i was a player, just because i liked 3 guys this year. =.=' its just LIKE. gosh and it wasnt at the same time, if i get that as a player, i think everyone in this world is a player, eish! 'player' is a sensitive word. he doesnt even know whats going on and doesnt know the whole story, he judged me like i was in a player competition "who's the best player in the world?"GOD! reality check, i didnt even get serious with a guy this year and i was labelled already? haih, my advise, DONT EVER PUT YOUR HOPES UP FOR ANYTHING, THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL GET WHEN YOU DIDNT GET WHAT YOU HOPE YOU'D GET, A RUINNED DAY!

the only wish i need to come true right now is,
"i wish now and forever i want my days to be great and will not be ruinned at the END OF THE DAY!"


big hug small kiss small hug big kiss =*

suckysuckrightsuck

somehow today my day is NOT REALLY THAT GOOD! ps; I'M SORRY IF I JUST BURST MY THROAT TO YOU OR BITTER PILLS CAME OUT FROM MY MOUTH, THE DAY SUCK!

always and forever my baby! <3

these are my awesome girls and i love them to death! ;D

fara ; nana ; ya ; NAJWA ; wawahere's the thing, these are my wonderful friends who i'll cherish forever and trust me, nothing i mean NOTHING can seperate us.

fara ; nurfarahin a'skiah binti abdul hamid.

fara, she's 16 years old. she was born on the 20th of SEPTEMBER in 1992. she was born fair, but i dont know whats wrong and what happened until she became chocolate, its not an insult though, its a good chocolate. i think she just love the sun too much. we talk alot, i mean ALOT! she's the only person who i can get really crazy with. any time, any day, any moment. we will always be crazy and full with joy and laughter. you people should really get to know her and stop judging her by the book. she is a really really nice and friendly girl once you start to know her. she is always happy and full with predictable things. she likes to laugh and show off her cute dimples. its really hard to see her get mad. she's single by the way, HA HA! soon, NOT ANYMORE. haha! kidding. she has a good personality and when she's hyper, she's hyper. most people judge her by the first impression. please dont, she doesnt deserve that. she deserves a good life, great friends and someone who can treat her right by not breaking her heart. sure, she used to be this and that, its a real big bigfoot step to change, and for your information, she is trying as hard as she can. fara is the type of person who does not hold grudges, she's a virgo ffor crying out loud, virgo does not hold grudges or ever be grumpy. some. sure she doesnt like some people but she never hates a person. except for that one particular person. i mean that person is a real trouble maker and asking for a black eye. anyway this farahin is also a loving and caring person. OH OH! she can be a good nurse too, not a good doctor but a nurse. she knows how to take care of a person eventhough its a girl. she's independent. byy, im sorry if i ever hurt you, i know i do and sorry for all the bitter and bad stuffs i said to you. basically we've been friends for 2 years and its still going, our friendship is like paper and glue, it will never be seperated. she's my coco puding :)

nana ; nurul - nadhirah binti lokman

nana, she is 16 too. she was born on the 5th of SEPTEMBER in 1992.she has big eyes, really big. we are friends since we're babies. we're not friends, we're cousins. we do everything together, trust me everything. talk, laugh, smile, bathe, shopping. everything, we're just too close and im so scared to lose her as a friend nor cousin. everywhere i go, she must must be there and where she goes, i'll promise her, i'll follow her. we've been watching each others back for years and i would never jeopardize the love we share, the moments we spent together for anything, not even for a boy. she is always quiet and she has a crazy side too. and you would not like it when she gets mad. she's fierce. she can only get crazy when she's with me. we tell everything to each other. cute, very cute, a very nice girl and she has a fragile heart. very fragile. eventhough she's small, she knows how to take care of herself, she is a really strong and a tolerative person. she's too skinny though, she needs to eat alot, but she's strong. not emotionally, but physically. she deserves nothing but the best. she really do deserve it. she is not the type of person who just let it out. she keeps her feelings to herself, thats nana. she is not predictable and she's full with suprises. she's a keeper too. oh oh and this i must say, she's weird, dont ask why, but she is. and i love her to death, not a single this can seperate us. we are too attached to be broken. she's my boogums :)

ya ; nadiah binti mohd sabri

ya, she was born on the 02nd of OCTOBER in 1992. she is a petite yet the loudest among us all. she likes to laugh alot, i mean alot. she is such a nice and wonderful girl. nadiah is the person i admire the most. she has a wonderful and great life, i dont care if she does not know that. she's going to know it soon enough. she is really smart, her grades are always up up high the sky and she is so darn lucky that she has a great boy who really loves and knows how to take care of her which is the love of her life, hairilazmy. dude, you better take care of her or i'll cut you! nadiah ni kan, she likes to talk alot, she likes to listen to, but i think she prefers talking more than listening. she tells me everything and so do i. ya, she will always be the person who i can count on and who will always be there when i need somone. she is the kind of person who i will always look up to. she deserves everything good in this world. we've been friends since standard 6. but we've been bestfriends since we're 14 years old. i will love and take care of you just like you did till the end of our friendship. :) she's my hunnybun! :)

wawa ; nur farah atiqah binti mohd supian

wawa, she was born on the 22nd of AUGUST in 1992. she is my bestfriend ever! she is the type of person who keeps her feelings to herself and she's a keeper and she's been single for a really long time. boys, line up! x) wawa is so so so so unpredictable. you can never know what she can really do. she may look arrogant but she is a really nice girl once you get to know her. i tell everything to her, somehow she just chooses not to tell me. i dont understand and i wonder why. i really dont know why, but i think she can be the person who i will always have a shoulder to cry on and i think that she can be the real bestfriend i can ever wish for! wawa ni kan, she is really cute when she does her mulut strawberry. she is such a sweetheart. she's not a loner but she just choose to be quiet, we've been friends for 4 years and we've been bestfriends for 3 years. im sorry for all the things i've done or said that might have hurt you but i want you to remember, eventhough we're far apart and i dont always talk to you i will always love you and i promise you no one can ever replace you in my heart as a real bestfriend.wawa is a real cutie cupcake too :)

shar ; sharifah alawiyah

shar, she was born on the 20th of APRIL in 1992. she is the queen ! all hair shar! :D she is such a sweetheart and she is a good friend. she's such a pain in the ass too, HAHA! kidding. she can be. she is the type of friend who i can always talk to, she was always there for me and i hope she still is. we've known each other since standard 5. but we've been friends since we're 13 years old and we've been bestfriends since we're 14. i will get lost in school if she wasnt there for me. i love her and i promise i will always be there for you and take care of you just like you were there for me and took care of me, through thick and thin, we've been through alot and we are such a good team to always find a way to sort it all out. she's my sweetie. :)

attention! these are the people who i will always be there to take care and to listen to them. i would do anything to spend time with them and i would do anything to keep them always and forever. i love you girls to death! <3

"gue cinta sama lu"

big kiss small hug big hug small kiss. =*

a blast experience! (:

on second day of raya which was 02/10/2008. we had nothing to do and no where to go, so my uncle [pakchak] decided to do a photoshoot, of ME. he told my dad "takpa, kalau diaorg tak buleh bangun, takpa" but my dad forced me to wake up, and i did. we went there in two cars, so the oldies one car and the teens in the other. while we were on our way, i put my shades on and continue sleeping because i slept at 1 oclock the night before. so, when i wake up. my face was "sembab" i got scolded because i was not suppose to sleep in the car because my dad was scared that my face wont be pretty in the pictures, and my mum [the makeup artist] did a little thingy magic, she put a little make up on me, so yeah.

the photoshoot starts at 8.30 am and finishes at 11.30. gosh it was tiring. eventhough its just taking pictures, i had to walk here and there to find great spots for the picture taken. its kinda embarrassing because the people who were jogging and brisk walking were looking, they stopped for a few mins and then they continue what they were doing. it was like a real photoshoot like i was a real model. then there was this one chinese guy stopped by, he was a director, he asked my uncle "who is she?is she a real model?" my uncle answered "she's my niece". he gave some tips, it was a funny moment though.

there were 3 destinations.

- on the rock and near that area

- a small garden beside the big open space

-the river

while we were at the second destination, there was this one cute kid whos name is mas. he was looking at me while i was posing, so my cousin said "go, go join her" and he came, and i took pictures with him, gosh he has great eyes. his eyes were blue in colour, he got the perfect eyes, i can drool over his eyes for days. *still drooling* xD guess how many pictures did my uncle take? 1000 ++, cool huh? here's some pictures.

meet Mas, ;]

, swish swish

sepet, orkid and jason x)

tiger pose,

scrunchycrunch

what, i dont take orders. xO

simple smile ;]

K-U-Z-C-O. kuzco kuzco! GOGO!

monkey! auh!

aummmm!

haha!

after the whole photoshoot thingyamagic, i asked my dad "so, whats my reward?" he said "how about 50 cent per hour ?" i gave him the im-not-that-cheap-face. he said "okok! we go eat laksa and cendol" gosh the laksa was delicious, it was a very busy day and a busy road but a bowl of laksa and cendol, it was worth it! ;D buttt!! im still not that cheap hokay!

big hug, small kiss, small hug, big kiss. =*

i'm sorry, i'm an ass

i feel like shit now, so basically, i'm sorry and i'm an ass. i kept on forgetting my friends birthdays. such a loser because as a bestfriend, i'm suppose to be the first to wish but najwa is the same old najwa who keeps on forgetting people's birthdays, im sorry you guys. i dont know whats going on with me this year, its kinda weird because i've never forget my friends birthdays, okok! i promise, i'll make it up to you guys, i, najwa binti basir will never forget my friends birthdays again!

1001 apologies to :-
- suasiyana listariya
- sharifah alawiyah
- nur farah atiqah
- nurul - nadhirah
- nadiah

especially nadiah, i'm sorry byy, i promised you that i wont forget your birthday right? well, sorry for the late wish, i know 19:35 wont be as good as 00:00. but atleast i wished you right? ehe, sorry by! anyway I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU GIRLS SOOOO MUCH! ;D

big kiss, small hug, small kiss, big hug, =*

HELLO ! ;]

hee, hello! ok soo, this is my first time doing this thing that you people do. heh, anyway my name is najwa binti basir as stated in IC. i am going to be 16 years old on this 02nd of november 2008. that date is very important, put it in your head and remember it forever. i'm the youngest in the gang and i bet the gang loves me so much because im the youngest. ;P okok i'm crapping. so basically i'm still young and still in high school and just living my life. ooh ooh! i really love purple and food and pillows and rainbows and soo much more. i just love lots of puurrrtty stuffs. well, to cut it short, i just love everything. ngeee, ok, i know i'm lame. but its ok, its a start, i'll post a better one soon, (: