school day

today my day was a bit interesting. we had "add math bengkel" when we are suppose to study maths. it was fun looking at cik liang explaining about add math. supposedly, i was going to help fara unpack her stuff in her new house. but she didn't move to ttdi. :( she's moving to villa damansara. which is not really a distance from her old house. =.=' its okay. hehe then we had our class practice. SUMPAH KELAKAR GILA. ahahaha! cant wait to see how its like on the day its self, till then.


:)

NOVEMBER

JANUARY

YOU ARE FUNNY, PRETTY/HANDSOME AND YOU LOVE TO HAVE FUN. YOU HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS AND ARE REALLY POPULAR. YOU GET ALMOST EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND YOU SEEM TO ALWAYS BE SO HAPPY. YOU LOVE TO CHILL WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND MAKE THEM LAUGH.BE CAREFUL THOUGH NOT EVERYBODY LIKED YOU OUT THERE AND YOU HAVE DONE 1 OR 2 THINGS WRONG THAT MIGHT MAKE PEOPLE OUT TO GET YOU FOR IT!

FEBRUARY

YOU ARE REALLY NICE AND YOU HAVE A GREAT LIFE. YOU ARE NOT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE ASSHOLES TO MOST OTHER PEOPLE. YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE AND WELL KNOWN. YOU GET ALL THE GUYS/GIRLS YOU WANT. YOU HAVE BEAUTIFUL EYES AND THAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOU. YOU HAVE A NICE PERSONALITY AND A STRONG SENSE OF HUMOR. BE CAREFUL THOUGH YOU ARE NOT A GOOD LISTENER AT TIMES AND YOU MIGHT NEED SOME MORE ADVICE BECAUSE THINGS MAKE COME ALONG IN YOUR LIFE THAT U REALLY NEED TO KNOW ABOUT.

MARCH

WOW YOU ARE PERFECT. YOU LOVE TO BE OUTDOORS AND WITH YOUR FRIENDS. YOU LIKE A GOOD MOVIE. YOU LOVE TO CUDDLE UP WITH YOUR BF/GF. NOBODY CAN BRING YOUR SPIRIT DOWN.YOU ARE DEFF. NOT UGLY AND HAVE PROBABLY NEVER BEEN MADE FUN OF IN YOUR LIFE. WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDS YOU HAVE A LOT. YOU HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY AND ARE EASY TO GET ALONG WITH.BE CAREFUL WITH YOUR CHOICES THOUGH YOU MAY HAVE ALREADY MADE SOME BAD ONES AND I'M SURE AS HELL YOU DO NOT WANT ANYMORE MISTAKES.

APRIL

YOU ARE CHEERFUL AND EVERYBODY WHO KNOWS U LOVES U. U CANT HELP BEING LOVED. U GET ALONG WITH PRACTICALLY EVERYBODY NOT SO MUCH WITH YOUR PARENTS THOUGH. NO MATTER WHERE U GO EVERYBODY STOPS TO LOOK AT YOUR AMAZING FACE. U LOVE TO DO ACTIVE THINGS AFTER A WHILE U GET BORED SITTING AROUND THE HOUSE EATING AND WATCHING TV ALL DAY. BUT LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING. U OFTEN FIND HIM/HER AND THEY MAY NOT BE YOUR TYPE. VENTURE OFF IN THE WORLD. THERE ARE PLENTY OF OTHER FISH IN THE SEA. FIND THE ONE U BELONG TOO

MAY

U HAVE A GREAT TAN AND A NICE SMILE. U R IN THE POPULAR CROWD AND LOVE TO BE AROUND PEOPLE. U HAVE A NICE PERSONALITY AND U GET ALONG WITH EVERYBODY BUT NOT ALL DA TIME WITH YOUR PARENTS. U HAVE BEAUTIFUL EYES AND A COMPLEXION THAT IS UNBEARABLE. EVERYTHING ABOUT U IS PERFECT. U GET EVERY GUY/GIRL U WANT. YOU'RE LOVING EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE AND PEOPLE ARE LOVING EVERYTHING ABOUT U. BE CAREFUL THOUGH NOT EVERYBODY IS PERFECT LIKE U. DONT JUST GO OUT WITH SOMEBODY U THINK IS EXTREMELY HOT. TAKE SOME TIME TO GET TO KNOW THEM AND SEE IF THEY ARE FIT FOR U.

JUNE

WOW U R GORGEOUS. EVERYBODY SEEMS TO LIKE U BUT THE PEOPLE WHO DONT FEAR U. U R TOUGH AND HATE TO BE LOOKED AT THE WRONG WAY. U LOVE YOUR FRIENDS BUT NOT SO MUCH YOUR PARENTS. U HAVE BEAUTIFUL UNIQUE COLORED EYES. U HAVE THE PERFECT BODY WHICH MAKES GUYS/ GIRLS FALL IN LOVE WITH U. U WERE BORN READY. U LOVE TO BE ACTIVE BUT SOMETIMES JUST LIKE TO RELAX AT HOME. U LOVE TO HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS AT THE MALL OR THE MOVIES. U GET EVERYBODY U WANT TO LIKE . BE CAREFUL THOUGH SOME DAY U MAY BE HEARTBROKEN. LOOK OUT FOR THE GUY/ GIRL WHO WANTS U BUT JUST FOR YOUR LOOKS OR CHARMS. JUST KEEP LOOKING AND U WILL FIND THE PERFECT MATE.

JULY

AMAZING. U R EVERYTHING ANYBODY WANTS. THE PERFECT BODY, SMILE, EYES, AND HAIR. U LOVE TO HAVE FUN ESPECIALLY WITH YOUR FRIENDS. U HATE TO BE BORED AND W/E U GET THE CHANCE TO DO SOMETHING U INSTANTLY TAKE IT. UR ALWAYS LAUGHING OR MAKING OTHER PEOPLE LAUGH. WHEN PEOPLE SEE U AT SCHOOL THEY ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT THE WAY U LOOK. NOT EVERYBODY IS PERFECT THOUGH. ONE DAY U WILL FIND THAT ONE PERSON WHO THINKS U MEAN NOTHING SO DONT GET HEARTBROKEN WHEN THEY CALL U A NAME BECAUSE U ARE NOT USED TO IT. THEY ARE JUST A BUNCH OF LIES BECAUSE THEY'RE JEALOUS OF U. U WILL FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE SOON.

AUGUST

MY MY MY LOOK AT U. U R ATTRACTIVE AND HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SMILE. EVERYBODY KNOWS U AND ADORES U. NO MATTER WHERE U GO EVERYBODY WANTS TO TALK TO. U GIVE GOOD ADVICE AND PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS TALKING TO U ABOUT THERE PROBLEMS. U R TRUSTWORTHY, LOYAL, AND A GOOD FRIEND, U HAVE GOOD RELATIONSHIPS AND ARE VERY ROMANTIC. YOU HAVE LOOKS, A GREAT PERSONALITY, AND CHARM. SOME DAY U WILL BE AN IMPORTANT SUCCESSFUL PERSON WITH A WONDERFUL FAMILY. BUT FOR A WHILE STICK TO THAT GUYS THATS SEES ALL THESE THINGS. DONT BE AFRAID TO TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE. GO ON AND TAKE CHANCES, U WILL HE WANTS YOU AS BAD AS U WANT HIM.

SEPTEMBER

LUCKY! U GET EVERYTHING, AND ANYBODY U WANT. U HAVE A GREAT LIFE, GREAT FRIENDS, AND A GREAT PERSONALITY. NO WONDER WHY EVERYBODY LIKES U. U LOVE TO PARTY AND HAVE A GREAT TIME. U HATE BEING BORED AND ARE ALWAYS DOING SOMETHINGS FUN. U R DEFF. NOT FAT. U HAVE GREAT RELATIONSHIPS AND ALWAYS GET GREAT BF'S/GF'S. NEVER LET YOUR GUARD DOWN THOUGH. THERE ARE ASSHOLES IN THE WORLD WHO ARE ALWAYS TRYING TO BRING DOWN EVEN THE MOST GREATEST PERSON LIKE U. DONT LET LITTLE THINGS BRING U DOWN, STAND UP FOR YOURSELF.

OCTOBER

EVERYBODY SEEMS TO LOVE U. U R FUNNY, GREAT LOOKING, WELL KNOWN, AND VERY NICE. U MAKE FRIENDS EASILY AND ARE NOT AN ASSHOLE. U HATE LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY ESPECIALLY ON THE WEEKENDS. U LOVE TO HAVE A GREAT TIME AND LOVE CHILLING WITH YOUR FRIENDS. U GET PRACTICALLY EVERYBODY U WANT. U HAVE THE LOOKS AND THE CHARM. PEOPLE ARE OFTEN JEALOUS OF U BUT U CANT HELP IT. U WERE BORN WITH IT. BE CAREFUL THOUGH U DONT WANT YOUR GREAT LIFE TO END SO SOON. DONT LET A GUY/ GIRL BRING U DOWN. LIVE A LITTLE AND LOOK BEYOND THE LITTLE THINGS.

NOVEMBER

WOW U R ONE HELL OF A THING. EVERYBODY CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT U. U HAVE THE PERSONALITY, LOOKS, AND THE CHARM TO BE EVERY GUYS/GIRLS DREAM WIFE/HUSBAND. EVERYBODY IS JEALOUS OF U THEY JUST DONT SHOW IT. U HAVE A BUNCH OF FRIENDS WHO LOVE U. U R THE LEADER OF YOUR GROUP AND EVERYBODY COMES TO U FOR ADVICE OR EVEN THE LITTLE THINGS. U GET EVERY GIRL/GUY U WANT. DONT BE SO EASY THOUGH. MAKE YOURSELF MORE OF A CHALLENGE. U WILL COME ACROSS THAT PERFECT PERSON U HAVE BEEN DREAMING FOR. LOOK HARDER AND U WILL FIND THEM.

DECEMBER

WELL WELL U R DEFF. THE PERFECT PRESENT FOR ANY GUY/ GIRL. EVERYTHING ABOUT U IS TO DIE FOR. U R VERY NICE AND LOVE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. U R POPULAR AND NICE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYBODY THAT IS Y EVERYBODY LIKES U. U GET THOUGHT OF A LOT BY GUYS/ GIRLS. THEY WANT U BUT BE CAREFUL SOME ARE JUST THERE TO BREAK YOUR HEART SOON U WILL FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. NEVER GIVE UP.

SOULMATES :]

i will always remember this day, which is the 21/4/2009. today is the soulmates day which we the girls are suppose to celebrate, but we didnt because of things.

today, i went to sunway college. finally met rashad again, [faiz's cousin]. then i had to walk up down the stairs, 5 floors ok!

today i went to watch a movie, with 11 other people. which are ya, kiki, raes, razlan, ikmal, syazwan, afiq, faiz, haikal, nana, izet. we watched "coming soon" sumpah bodoh cerita tu, HAHA i was suppose to seat at D but went down to H to sit with afiq, ya, kiki and faiz. :)

today, i bought mcd's fries and faiz bought cheese burger. so nana and afiq joined us to sit inside. i noticed that there were workers infront of the door talking while the door is opened. when they went it, i didnt know that the door was closed. so when i wanted to go outside to offer the others fries, i was walking and wasnt really paying attention that the door was closed, i just walked straight and BOOM! i banged on the door. my precious fries fell, faiz, nana and afiq laughed like hell, practically everyone was laughing even those who are outside. HAHAHA! it was so damn funny, and i had headache for a few hours. i banged on the glass door hard. seriously, :/ and ikmal said that i was so scared after watching the movie and i banged on the door, =.=' i was the dummy who was walking without being careful


it was a day to remember, i had fun.

selfless?

i feel my sweet memories are fading with time. i'm not sure if thats what i want but i guess i cant be stuck in the past right. somehow i feel like i am too young to worry. i should've done something to make the situation better but its just good as it is.

it is not easy

i cant always stick to the present, i have to think what's best for me and what to do to have a good and healthy life. i cant pretend that i am fine. i have to feel fine to tell everyone that i am fine and i am normal. usually i have feelings. well right now i feel nothing. its abnormal. so i guess i cant have a regular life now. i have to do what i think is right. what i think is right at this very moment is to leave everything i had behind and start taking baby steps to strive for the best, i an sorry.

all hail the heartbreaker

dont go worrying about me, its not like i think about you constantly. maybe i do, but that shouldnt affect your life anymore.

probably i was just thinking how could i get this far, without "this"

reason of stress

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now that is my seat, table, position on the 18th of november - 7th of december for SPM!

see you there people. (:

homygod

today is a memorable day because i just found out that even though you've hate someone so much for the past few years, one day everyone will unite again. today 3 enemies just talked to each other sincerely and they dont feel like they hate each other.


sometimes its a good thing that you learn to put your anger and your grudges away. :)