SHEESH!

this kind of attitude makes me sick!

IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN YOU REALLY CARE LESS ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND'S FEELINGS ! DITCHING THEM THE LAST MINUTE ! REALLY NICE ! IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM WHEN ONLY SOMETIMES YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE, THEN DON'T EVEN THINK THAT YOU DESERVE THE TITLE "BEST FRIEND" ! FRIENDS DON'T DO LAST MINUTE CHANGES ! FRIENDS DON'T DITCH EACH OTHER ! FRIENDS DON'T LEAVE OTHER FRIENDS BEHIND ! FRIENDS DON'T CANCEL PLANS JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE IT ! FRIENDS WOULD SACRIFICE EVERYTHING FOR EACH OTHER ! FRIENDS CARE ABOUT OTHER FRIENDS FEELINGS! PLEASE ! DO THINK ABOUT IT ! I DON'T THINK THEY DESERVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU !

PS ; I'm not talking about a specific person. countless.

THE BOMB!

TEACHER'S DAY WAS AWESOME,

to those who did not come, you missed alot, seriously. bak kata ya "the best school day ever <3"

our performance was the third and while i was sitting in front with nana when we were watching the 10th performance, edward called us and said "we're doing encore" WOOOOOOO! the teachers requested us to dance again for the closing. basically we did the opening and the closing. we didnt manage to pull up the teachers but we managed to pull up the students for the encore :D thanks guys !

:D

wish 5 meranti luck for the performance tomorrow ! ;D


bisul di punggung,
jerawat dalam hidung.

ohohoh,

exams finishing soon! tomorrow! :D oh happy days. xD but teacher gave us this stupid cuti terancang program thingy, so we have to study when its our school break. sheesh, give us a break. =.='

excited because teacher's day celebration is just around the corner ;D and and just got our outfits for the performance, gila cool! x)

planning to watch movie tomorrow night, don't know if mama lets me go, :/ I'm sure she does. HAHAHA. fara knows why. xD

kakima's wedding is this saturday! :D eee, awak nak kahwin, da tak fun da. hahaha tapi saya tau kenapa awak nak kahwin *angkat kening laju laju* HAHA

cant wait to go to one utama with shar this saturday at 12. ada benda dance tu kot, najwa mesti pergi. MESTI i tell you MESTI ;D fara faraaaa! (boom boom pow) haaahaha, fara cant follow, ;P

shocking news, to people who understands, now we'll never be worlds apart, :D

backseat

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY BADIU'ZAMAN! :D

today was supposedly fun but it turned out sucky. i went to midvalley. we went to adidas to register a run thingy and bought new shoes for imran and new sleeveless for papa. damn it, najwa does not get anything, :/ what i got was mama bugging me to date the cashier because she said he was cute. psscht, not interested dude. the sales guy was okay. butt neah. still not interested. i went to the tailor hoping she could help me design my prom dress, but! haish, she cant she said she only make baju raya, pscht. so tomorrow i had to go around taman tun to find another tailor. mm prom prom. ;) since the tailor could not help me, i went to accompany papa to service his car and it was a sunny day so i stayed in atos while ford was being serviced. then there's this group of indon guys who are disturbing. winks, smiles, waves from them were very very disturbing, i tell you. it was the first time of my life, i get those from those guys infront of my parents. :O shocking. HAHA.

date

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TISHA! ;D

today is a really really great day.

i'm going to fail my economy, HAHA.

i dont have to fast anymore, :D

KRIS ALLEN WON! WOOOOOOOOO!

though i have to settle my bet with ahmad faiz :)

haahaa

my best friend was trying a new hairstyle HAHA! what do you think?? (:

1196

EXAMS LIKE !@#$%^&*

comelnya, (:

SHARIFAH ALAWIYAH ; NURFARAHIN AS'KIAH ; NURUL-NADHIRAH ; NAJWA ; NADIAH ; NURUL FARAH ATIQAH

goodie

KRIS ALLEN! <333

yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah!! you got it! :D he's in the finals! :D

gaaah, you're so hot. HAHA

bad day SHIT

today's exams were history 2 and mathematic 1. i woke up at 4 am to read history again. whatever i read, it came out and guess what. I BLANKED! :O fishticks!!!! i was so frustrated! "fail" was written all over my paper. haih, so i was targeting for mathematic. and guess what. i was at question 11 and the teacher said "30 minutes more" WHATTHEHELLLAKAN?! i was in a rush and i bang bang around 15 question. :/ darn it. stupid exam

so fara and i went to restaurant ismail for lunch. we ate Maggie soup and teh o ice, we were budgeting, pity. while we were waiting for fara's dad. we talked about jealousy. AHAHA. don't ask. then fara's dad came. fara was like "CEPAT CEPAT PAPA DA SAMPAI" i was rushing and nana's liverpool pin dropped. i don't have the time to find it. i was like "alamaaak, im going to be dead" then fara's dad parked at the side and the bus was honking. and he was so smart he didn't want to clean the backseat. so i had to clean it up before i sit on it then her dad goes "cepat fara, bus da honk da." i was rushing gila babi la kan and POOOM! my head hit the door tu yg kat atas tu. ITS DAMN PAIN I TELL YOU! my clip fell down, fara took it and her dad goes "fara cepat la!" less than a minute i touched my head BOOM! bengkak bai. besar gila benjol tu. :( i felt like crying but i don't want to make it so obvious.


when i reached home, i almost cried and went to get the ice and put it on my head and my brother felt it and he went "wooo! teruknya" yeah, then i went online, chatted with haziq and web cam for a while and he saw it and he said

haziq : first time i tgk u nangis. chill la.
najwa : belum lagi
haziq : so jap lagi nangis la tu?
najwa : yeah sakit kot
haziq : yeah tgk muka u pun i tau. so jap lagi nangis la tu? ngada
najwa : haha yeah
haziq : alolo kesian nya, type pun sebelah tangan.

i went to restaurant ismail to find nana's liverpool pin. and i found it. on the road. :D thankgod!

haha funny. after a few hours, i can still feel the pain. i'm still having headache and the benjol wont go away, :(

i felt like eating cake at secret recipe. texted a friend to ask for transport, and i think and think and think, i didn't have the mood to eat :(

that was only from morning till evening. i don't know what will happen at night. hope nothing will happen.


ass. HAHA sorry, it was just ... neah nevermind

NICE

last wednesday night around 10 pm. my mum brought me to the library parking lot and asked me to drive :O i was shocked and excited. but i was a little bit pressured because my dad is beside and my mum and imran were at the back :O but it was fun. did a couple of rounds and u-turns and reverses. HAHA COOL B) but it was auto. still its cool. :D

hotstuffs baby i need you

you're my,

WOO! i have good news and bad news.

good news is our jai ho performance got in! ;D so we can perform for teacher's day. woot woot *put your hands in the air, and wave it like you just dont care* HAHA

bad news is i am totally not prepared for my exams. :/

missing star

stand tall,

head held high,

grasp every chance i get,

walking alone

and taking the high road.

pointless hope

i have this hope that i wish it could be a miracle. its a pointless hope that i thought the past could be the future. hoping every moment of it you will cherish it forever like i would. though i miss you and i always wish you could turn back and looking right at me in the eye and feel how i feel, i know everything that we've been through and trying to make it happen again and again will be worthless. i am holding on to you forever and now i realize that keeping the ungrateful feelings, heartbreaks and precious moments i had with you is fading slowly with wasted times. i am willing to set you free.

you're everywhere

IT WOULD NOT BE RUINED,

IT WILL BE WEIRD.

AND IF ITS NOT WEIRD,

WITHOUT A DOUBT IT WILL BE RUINED.

i'm spending all my time, wasting it.

jay sean - i'm gone

[Verse1]
I don't wanna have to see you happy
I cant even bare to see you smile
Now a days I can't look in your eyes
Well I can but it takes a while, Does it show
Told a lot of white lies to hide it all
They're beginning to break me down
Though I promise it's over now

[Chorus]
I'm gone I don't blame u at all
Cuz after all the things u did for me
Like feeding my temptation
I'm gone , Girl you're better off alone
I don't want you to see
The truth in me

[Verse 2]
Try my best to keep it all together
Gonna take it back to where we were
Never been too good at keeping secrets
Give you reasons but for what it's worth
Let me goWhat the hell would make you look at me the same?
Used to say we're unbreakable
But I just went and changed it all

If I told you; could you live with that
If I told you; could you live with that
If I told you; I couldn't live with that
I couldn't live with that
No, I'd rather give you no excuses at all


[verse 3]
You gave me everything
And honestly its every fault of mine
To beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong
See leaving you is one thing but you've got to realize
Some things are best unspoken
So please don't ask me why
Oh you don't wanna know

i was touched :)

the afters - you

My heart is as frail as a dove
And my spirit is as weak as a rose
See my sorrow, feel my pain
You're my refuge, You're my reason,
My strength in this beautiful place
That's where I find God

You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God

I watch as the mountains fall down
And the rivers part at Your feet
Your creation sings Your praise
Even winds obey and angels bow down
At Your beautiful voice
That's where I find God

You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my hope
You are my peace, You are my joy
You are my Savior, You're my God

put it behind me

how was my day today?

i went to school hoping that there's no more work so that i can study for my exam, but school works likes to pile up in my mind. i haven't done my add math project which today is the dateline. and supposedly i have to pass up my arts folio next month but encik megat wants it by monday. how am i suppose to do that? i have other work too, damn. i am screwed up. :/

i went back home at 12.45. reached home by 1. best friend, best cousin and i planned to go to the library and study together. but there are some transportation problems so we could not go. since the library plan did not work out, i planned to study at home. but best friend could not join me and best cousin wants to work on her mother's day gift. fine, i said to myself, "lets study alone today" i used the computer around 20 minutes and ate maggi cup. while eating i was watching tv. i was not really focusing on my food and pom! one drop of the soup went into my left eye. i washed my eye and got tired so i fell asleep by 2.15 till 7.30 :O i missed asar. *sigh*

this is what happened :
imran ; *knocking at the door like there's fire*
najwa ; *i got pissed off*
imran ; woi! pukul berapa nak bangun wei?! tak reti nak bangun ke? kalau imran tak kejut najwa, najwa tido sampai esok pagi.
najwa ; haa ye la najwa tau la *which i was still sleepy + pissed off*
imran ; papa and mama tade, nak mkn apa for dinner?
najwa ; tah tak kesah la. [which i dont really care because PMHH was on my mind so i felt like going out and eat]
imran ; haa ye la, BANGUN LA CEPAT!
najwa ; *bom! slammed the door*

i was trying to take a 5 minutes nap, KRING *paramore* KRING, mama called. =.='

najwa ; hello *eyes are still closed*
mama ; najwa tgh tido ke?
najwa ; haa baru bangun, knp?
mama ; mama nak balik, lepas ni nak gi badminton then nk pg karaoke,
najwa ; oh okay. [amboi, keluar tak ajak, habis tu adik nak duduk rumah sorg sorg? PMHH ;D that's all i can think of HAHA]
mama ; mama tgh drive, balik we talk. :O

and now i am stuck at the computer forever because i have alot of assignments to do ! ! seriously, being form 5 is really really hard and sucky.

probably going out for dinner, if he's well enough to take me dinner. mama gave permission but still pending. HAHA

THE TRUTH!

BEING AN SPM CANDIDATE IS VERY STRESSFUL.

GOING THROUGH 2009 IS VERY HARD.

BEING AN ONLY DAUGHTER AND NO MAID IS VERY TIRING.

stress-out

seriously, today was the audition day. and i don't see the point we auditioned today because we had a call back. so we're going to audition again on the 28th of may, the full rehearsal day and we're going to celebrate teacher's day on the 29th of may. what the hell? =.=' out of 20 groups, they just want to pick THREE! how stupid is this? this is the boring-est teacher's day. but if we get it, we'll make the best of it, i hope we get it. :D *cross fingers*


oooh! tonight is the mother-daughter movie night! aaa i'm so excited :D


oh and exam is around the corner, and i didn't even prepare myself yet. =.='

you got a piece of me!

eee! go find your own sucker!

i dont want to make things any worse

today, i was fasting. i had to fast the days that i didn't fast last year. school was okay, abit boring and kinda tired because i was fasting. so yeah. we practised our performance for teachers day and basically we were doing a show for the afternoon students. HAHA! but what the heck, we had to do it anyway. my aunt and family from penang came this morning. i saw my cute cousin. u want to know why he's cute? because his cheeks are droopy, HAHA. his cheeks are too big and heavy so his mouth is always open. HAHA, probably u don't get it, u have to see it, (:


lame update, i know. but i have to anyway.

jai hoi haha!

again, i have to do the boys job which is climb the roof and take our cat and put nyenyo back in the cage while imran is busy hanging out at rasta, pfft. and my reward is i get 3 meals a day for this entire week. that is my regular meal. pfft.

the highlight of the week ;

-parents keep on asking me who i'll bring to prom. dude ask me. HAHAHA xD
-audition for teacher's day is coming, cant wait. paila paila. HAHAHA !
-detention class saturday and sunday, probably, :(
-mother daughter movie night :D